it's really like a dream ....
I have had so many bad dreams before and I just wish this were one of them ... that I woke up and found everything was still the same ...
Nyo Nyo was still with me ...
it's been 6 days since she died .. somehow I feel as if she had been gone for a long long time .... but only my tears remind me of this fresh heartache
I began to realise why there are so many people rather stay out at night than go home where no one waiting for them ....
however , I know that it 's never enough for me to have only friends to hang out with every night ..... but I do need someone who I love and loves me to come home with ...
lucky for me that I have always lived with my family .... and also quite a few dogs ... so for me , there is always something , someone to look forward to coming home for .... until last Wednesday ...
I find myself was extremely terrified with the idea of coming back to an empty home .... I thought I could live alone ... but obviously , I do need a company ...
all of the sudden , I thought of the conversations with my HB last night .... I wish I had wings to fly to my HB ...so he would have me to come home for ... and along with a dog 
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