Tanya & Hua Loo Loo in Switzerland

tiredness ... lack of sleep ... excitement .... laughters ...  alcohol ...... too much to eat .... too much to drink .....  or just finally had enough of all those bullshit messages .... 

don't know ..... 

drunk .... got sick .... 


 let my guard down for the first time in a long time ...... started  crying ....  


did something stupid ..... 


first time ever i was like that after a few drinks  ......  just let myself go ..... let all the senses go ......   


Was I being  spontaneous  ....   perhaps a bit too  spontaneous ..................


only remember  something vaguly ......

vague .......  


thanks for friends who were  looking after me last night ..............