Sandy shares an old song on her blog , which I heard it a long time ago , it's a chinese song - I think the singer's English name is " Freya " 林凡
the lyrics to this song says " 假裝自己不曾愛過 - pretending that you have never loved before " .. I think what the lyrics is singing is more like
" autohypnosis" .... in order to get over the pain of losing someone you love . I don't know ... I had never actually listened to the lyrics until tonight ... perhaps I would be more agreeable to it a few months ago .... 
However , it might be possible for some people to do that ... but I find it impossible for me to pretend that nothing had happened ...
I might be able to fool other people , but I can't fool myself , my heart .....
Missing someone who used to take huge space in your heart , in your memory is normal .... it doesn't indicate that you still love them the way you used to ....
it's okay to miss someone , it's okay to talk about them when something triggers your memory ...it's okay to think of your high school sweetheart .... your first love ..... even the one who brought you great pleasure but also caused you great pain ....
This is who we are ......... we don't need to be ashamed of how we feel ..... if there are some people who don't agree with us ..... then It's okay . :) 
PS : GOT MY HARDDRIVE -80GB , HOWEVER ....... THINKING ABOUT SLL THOSE FILES , DATAS , INCLUDING PHOTOS THAT NEED TO BE COPIED OR MOVED TO THE HARDDRIVE , THE TIME IT WILL TAKE ME ...............
HEADACHES..... 
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