cooling water , bright sun .... thinking .... should I jump in or not ?? Go for it or not ??
.... why hesitated ?
大致已經決定了 ........ 這會是我下一個人生階段的開始 我 ... 很清楚知道我想要的 從沒這麼確定過我的決定 就算還是很不清楚一些細節 也知道會聽到一些反對聲浪 予關心的意見 但是我深深相信也知道 結果會是好的
almost decided ... I know what I want by heart ... I have made my decision , have never been so sure ... though there are some " unclarities " in details ... I am still confident with " our " future .
不過我的個性一向如此 我越是想不清楚的事站在原地還是想不清楚 到不如開始行動 邊看邊作
In the other hand , I have always been like this ... if I can;t figure something out , then I might as well don't figure it out ....
I just start doing it and see what is lying ahead of me .... too much thinking only makes me panic ...
世界上唯一能阻止自己去圓夢的人 只有自己 ...
whatever you decide to do , do not find any more excuses not to do it ....
because , no one can stop you from reaching your goal but yourself .
從小到大 生活一切順利 ............ 就算是 去年讓我很挫折的分手 現在也能開心的認為 這是上天給我的禮物 它阻止一場可能會讓兩人痛苦的婚姻
讓我有機會成長 看到更多
I have been living a pretty good life ... everything has been going smoothly ... even the break-up last year , I can see it as a gift from GOD as it knew that we were just very different , and I have also grown so much and realised what I really want ...
從小成績不是最好 但是也不是最壞 因為個性天生不愛跟人爭 就是自己開心就好 我不祈求我要最好的 但是至少一定是會我要的
I am not competitive , in fact , I have always been very lenient to meself ... as long as it's fun for me , therefore , I was never a very good student nor a very bad one
有人說 我就是日子過的太閒 太好 才會沒事找事作 整天亂亂想
someone once said that because I 've got nothing to do so that I often trouble myself with all these unimportant things ... :)
好奇 雞婆 愛熱鬧 所以我愛變 越穩定的生活 我越是絕得無聊 絕得人生 總是要來些刺激的 - 我好像真是太無聊了 想太多 ............
I am curious ... sometimes I could be a busybody ... like sticking my nose into a lot of things ... love being with people , love changing ...
I like excitments ... Ｉalso enjoy doing nothing .....
最近 有時會心不在焉 生活依舊熱鬧 節目依然多多 但是我開始會希望與一個人分享體驗很多事 ....
however , recently I have been feeling a bit restless ... even when I am surronded by many people doing very fun things ... I would so much want to share and experience all these with someone ...
一直以來 有著不安定的心 我就像漂浮在海上 等待........ ( 最慘的是 連在等啥我都是不知道 .... )
for a long time , I have been floating in the sea awaiting .... the worst part is , I have no idea what I have been waiting for ..... :(
心中難免有時惶恐 覺得自己的日子就這樣浪費掉 是否該做些有意義的事 但是因為 我還是想不起來該做蛇麼 於是 還是 就這樣 ...
等待 ( 有時 絕得我自己的個性還真是莫名其妙 感謝上帝我的運氣不錯 否則 我應該不能這樣順順利利的活到32 .... )
等待下一個浪潮 把我沖向一個方向 一個可以靠岸的地方 ...............
sometimes , I feel insecured ... wondering if I would ever make something of my life ..... I have been floating and waiting .... waiting for the next tide to wash me to the shore where I can rest .....
and I have found one ............ 我 找 到 了
though there are still some challenges head of us .. we will find a way eventually . 
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