this is one of my favorite scarfs , I made it myself ... the yarn wasn't cheap ...
this is the scarf I am knitting now and it " was " for my good friend - Nancy ...... but then I changed my mind ..as I think it looks better on me ... ha ha ... I am sorry , my dear
still trying to get used to my new account name ..... still type in my old account name sometimes ....
and can't seem to find the background I like for my blog ..... for some of you might have noticed that I like to change ... like to see differnt background every month ... and different song every week ....
changing is good .... at least , that is what I tell myself .... I have been troubled by a couple of things recently .... my work , my plans and some emails .... probably it's because of the beginning of the new year , people seem to like to ask me what my plans are for 2007 .................. well, I have quite a lot ... but as always , there are so many things flying around my head .... nothing for sure .... I do what I have to do at the moment , and I take the chance when I see one .... I know I am taking a trip in the spring , and summer ... but where ? I have a couple ideas , but again .... just play it by ear !
As for my work ... thinking to quit the classes with the school ... and thinking about the possibilities of starting my own business .... .. I have been teaching English to some employees at the Chung Hwa Telecom for two monthsnow ... they are taking their GEPT this Saturday .... I am a bit nervous .
talking to two students of mine this afternoon at the school , Cindy was asking me about my blog being closed ... so started talking about my past relationship ... and Lee , the student who is probably 55-60 years old ... has been coming to my classes for more than two years and she studies really hard . I am proud to be their teacher . she heard my story for the first time , she asked me a couple of questions , such as , if he was generous to me .... I couldn't answer that .... as I understand where she is coming from ... she and my family think he was not generous ... by Taiwanese standard , if you compare him with most of the Taiwanese MEN do , then he wasn't generous .... but he was generous by western standard ... at least he has changed....
anyway , after talking to them , I thought about one of the emails I haven't replied .... the one that I still don't know what to write ....
Michelle , my ex's friend .... she sent many people a text , including me , wishing a happy new year . I was surprised and replied to her the next day ... as I had not expected to hear anything from her ... but it is really nice to know someone remembers you .
on Jan 1 , after I had decided to have my old blog closed and relocated to here , I got another message from Michelle saying that she doesn't go out with my ex often anymore because of her busy work ... and she visits my blog from time to time and she likes my photos ..
and the next day , "Wretch" closed down my old blog account and moved everything to this new account ... but unfortunately , my ex had seen what I wrote about my blog being moved that early morning .... and Michelle tried to read my blog and found out that it had been closed , so she sent me an email to ask me , and hopes that she didn't freak me out by telling me that she still read my blog so that was why I closed my blog .... and she told me again that she hasn't seen my ex often now and she isn't his spy ..... however , I still can't decide if I should tell her about my new blog link
and the very same day , my ex sent me a message asking me to call him back when I had time . so I called him back and we talked for a long time ...... though I am still confused and not sure what exactly was the purpose of the conversation ..... actually I am even more confused after talking to him .... but I am pleased to say that his attitude was so different from before .... he sounded more like the old piggy I used to know .... he said that he felt sad to see me had changed ... and why didn't I change sooner ...or change an year before .... ( I was thinking that I wish I could make the same comment about him , but he hasn't changed a bit )
He said it was like he saw a beautiful house that he wanted to buy an year ago , but the surroundings were not good , so he didn't buy it , then an year later , he went back to see that house , the house is still beautiful and with trees ..beautiful surroundings but the price has gone up too . he regretted why he didn't buy that house an year ago ..... I didn't know what to say ............ I guess that everything is too late ... he said that he can't contact me anymore because it hurts him so much , but he still wants to read my blog ...... that's the part that I don't understand ..and I will probably never understand ....
There have been some new people in my life ... and I do not say no to any possibilites .... let's see .... :)
it is a feeling that I can't describe to see someone fall asleep next to you while you are watching them .... they trust you so much ... that is a sweet feeling .....
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